1.4.07
It's about 3am, and I have uni tomorrow but for some reason, I can't get myself to sleep >.<
Anyway, I was on bed thinking of stuff and all... One thing comes on my mind everynight before sleep and after. I always think of my grandmother, she came to live with us for 6 months and now she's back in Iran. 6 months may seem a lot, but they were little since I had uni and other stuff.
I always think of her cause of some certain moments which I'm used to seeing her in. Everytime I wake up for morning prayer and go to prayer I have to see her. I go down the stairs and I find this old lady in the dark, sitting by the table with her big heavy glasses reading qur'an. She smiles everytime she sees me. And if I don't wake up, she wakes me up.
When I get up for uni or whatever in the morning, I have to see her running around the house, exercise. I always make fun and all. I'm used to coming down the stairs and listening to small footsteps coming and going, coming and going. When we each launch and we hear the sound of prayer, she disappears suddenly >.<. Her and my other gradmother play cards EVERYNIGHT!! sometimes drives me crazy, they are experts, Persians ... :P Whenever we are sitting and talking, all the family, I find her sitting with her ta9bei7, praying. Sometimes when I walk in her room, I find her doing strange exercises and everything. And everytime I comment she says: I'm not in Iran, I don't go and do all the stuff on my own, have to exercise. >.<
Those are small stuff, but every single one those stuff have to happen everyday.
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Well, that's my grandmother. There are certain people in my life that I truly miss and think of a lot. I remember them, and I get a bit sad cause they aren't here. I think of forgetting, but unintentially, they stay in my mind cause they mean a lot. Makes things confusing for no reason at times :P. I just wish the best for them :)
Written at 4:27 PM
