5.6.07
It has been a while and all. I didn't blog anything cause I never knew what to blog, I felt my that my life is normal compared to others at some points. Anyway, I want to shoot off some stuff. There is no need to do so, but I'm feeling like it.
In my life, a lot has happened. I am nearly 19, so situations must've happened. I was recalling some of the situations that sucked a bit and tended to repeat itself.
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What would you do if you were so sick, yet no one even says "Salamat" (hope you get well). or anything of the sort.
It might be stupid, but sometimes little things do matter.
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What would you do if you talked to some people, and they complain. They just complain, talk, annoy, and every here and there... they insult you without knowing.
Most of the time those are women. Anyway, those people hit the hard places in the heart without knowing, and go one smiling...
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What would you do if you have a person so dear to you ignoring you so bad, and thinking that you don't know.
A lot of times people I care about turn around because of some stupid event, and not talk, be stupid, rude, block on msn, and even say bad stuff about another while knowing they're not true.
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What would you do if that thing you desire is within your reach, but... because of some factors, you don't reach for it.
I've been put in a situation that I found myself confused about, still I wonder sometimes I reached for that thing.
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What would you do if you remember your old self, and want to be back for a change.
Sometimes I find some traits, I once had, so amazing. I find myself lacking them now. I wonder if the old me was better at sometimes.
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What would you do if you feel like you're not living your life.
I find myself living a life I never wished for. I am in control, I chose this, no one forced me, and yet I am living it.
I sometimes ask myself those thing. I think of ways to deal with it. I ask around, complain a lot. What I really got is something I always say, but never realized it. Sometimes realizing it, but never admitting it...
Life goes on :P
Written at 1:07 PM
